happy bday mummy

妈咪~ 生日快乐
happy birthday :: muacksss~

我知道
我不是个好女儿
我常常惹你生气
我常常弄你伤心

其实
我都知道
只是不知道要怎么将道歉说出口
对不起

谢谢你一直都在我身边
当我生病时
当我需要你的时候

因为从来没试过
所以我不习惯将心事告诉你

因为我的脾气
常常弄你伤心难过
对不起

可是我知道
你很爱我

妈咪
我爱你
生日快乐

天天开心
健健康康哦


with love,
muacksss~

bangkok 5days~

tomorrow 3pm flight
to bangkok
for five days..

i am gonna to shop as much as possible
i am gonna to enjoy as much as possible

i am oso gonna to miss my blog for 4days
to miss my facebook for 4days
to miss my family for 4days

happy birthday to mummy
happy birthday to yenfang
happy birthday to yeeling

hearts all of u <3


with love,
muacksss~

offer letter xD

hurray~ ^^
finally IMU SEND ME AN OFFER LETTER!! xD

i am so happy xD
finally imu accept me
and now i dont nit to worry bout my university already xD

hmmmm~
how to explain my feeling now..
i dont know..
i am so grateful now
and thank god xD

but the fees is NOT CHEAP
need to pay 20K for the 1st sem tuition fees to ensure that they reserve a place for me ><
thanks daddy mummy <3
heart both of u..

yeahh~ xD


with love,
muacksss~

给你~

谢谢你

我知道
你一直都在
不会消失
就如你答应过的一样

有时候
放下只因不想再受伤害了
隐藏只因不想被揭开

我知道
你会了解

=)


with love,
muacksss~

leslie chua xD

a got a brother,
a really very good brother..

besides my real brother at home,
he is the only brother i have =)

how we meet?
how we become so close?
i dont really remember
wat i know is
he is a good guy
a good friend and a good bro =)

from 2008 till now
we know each other for already 2 years..
and i appreciate our friendship
and the sibling ship xD















here is us
taken on the 13.06.08

whenever i got problem
i will find him
he will get me the best solution
he too will tell us bout his relationship thgy
we share problems

it is a sad case for me when he get back to is hometown - penang for his futher study
yea, he quit taylor and went han chiang

but luckily we still keep in touch with each other
although not often we msn or wat
but he is still my bro no matter how

after went to han chiang
he faced quite lotz love problems too
but at last
he got his love
im happy for him




















yea, this is his girl - cynthia
(sorry, i grabbed the pic without permission ><)
a very loving couple xD
he appreciate her very much
and i hope both of u will stay forever =)

but im glad that he is not changed
he is still that lame
he is still the leslie i know xD

yea, les..
be happy ya..
i know u always happy xD
happy 2nd monthsary ya..

and bro for life xD


with love,
muacksss~

boring life of mine xD

im a simple girl leading to a simple life =)

everyday 1100 wake, on my lappy, bath, eat..
dang dang~ it's 1200 and it's time to set off to work..
reach bus station at 1215 (mostly)
take bus and reach kapar at 1300
walk from bus station to my working place..
reached at 1310 and i rest for a while..
soon 1330 and i started my job..
dang dang~ 1800.. finished working..
walk out to the bus station again
waited for the bus to come
and normally reached klang at 1930
and i will be home at 1945
wat to do next?
eat, lappy, online
until 2100 will bath den wait for tv drama
form 2130 watch tv till 2300
ohh~ drama finished show..
bac to lappy online
till 0100/0200 will be bed

that's all my day
boring rite?
hahah~ yea, it's boring..
but nothing wrong bcos it is so simple
and im happy with my life now..

i am who i am
smiles and cheers no matter what~

but that's not the life i want..
i wan a meaningful and advanture life..
xD hahahaha~

cheers~


with love,
muacksss~

爱情

现实中的爱情故事
并不像童话中
白雪公主，睡美人，灰姑娘，青蛙王子等等等的
爱情
可以让人很开心快乐甜蜜舒服温暖
但他也足以让一个人陷入恐慌担忧伤心流泪心碎绝望中

曾经的我
真的觉得爱情是一切
没有了他
就好像全世界毁灭一样
肚子不会饿
电影不会好看
心不在焉
眼泪成诗
等等等的

用了大约2个月
才了解
才放弃
才离开
才真心的微笑
才真正的快乐
因为曾经
他真的很重要

2个月
可能很快
不过
当你每晚都哭着入睡时
你会觉得这是一种煎熬
这是一种很残忍很折磨人的方法
不过
自己却控制不了
真的很辛苦

可能
因为太累了
因为无法改变了
所以放手了
的确
真的真的很累

今天第50天了
其实我早在第46天
就放弃了
因为我知道不可能的
我猜对了

所以
我的第一次爱情故事
只活了400多天

我和他
现在 不是陌生人
是 要好的朋友
至少我是那样觉得的
所以
我也有赚了
赚了一位好朋友

不过
这不是今天的重点
想说的是

看了博客的部落
才发现
爱情 是伤痕累累的
爱情 是要付出代价的

在爱情世界里
无论胜或负
一方都会被划伤
都会受伤害

爱上一个不该爱的人
真的会很痛
当你的他
心里只想着另一个他
你会怎么办？
当你的他
为了另一个他而放弃你
你会怎么办？
当你的他
因为你的一时任性
而离开了你
你会怎么办？
当你的他
在你怀孕临盆时
出去找新欢
你会怎么办？
当你的他
和你在一起十多年
却并没有想要和你携手进教堂时
你会怎么办？

爱情
是自私的
爱情
并没有100%的保障
因为它是随心所欲的

一旦爱上了
就注定受伤害
哪怕伤痕累累
只要双方坚持
一个愿打，一个愿挨
美丽的爱情
就产生了

爱情
需要
彼此的信任
彼此的付出
彼此的关怀
彼此的忍让
最重要
是彼此的爱

愿有情人终成眷属


with love,
muacksss~

currently

因为天色已暗
所以没有特别的观察天空
是否有彩虹的出现
我不知道

最近都很累
身心灵疲惫

开始觉得这份工作
并不适合我
也和我想象中的不一样
为了工作而工作
真的很糟

往往压力都是自找的
七情六欲真的害人不浅
过了很久
我终于想通了
人嘛，应该为自己而活
放开了，也算是另一种解脱
现在的我 很好
也不会乱想了
所有的一切
其实冥冥中自有主宰
不必强求

现在啊
最希望的是
理想中的大学接受我
好想赶快上课哦
大学生涯
因该很好玩，很不错
赫赫
保佑保佑哦 嘻~~xD


with love,
muacksss~

rainy day

外面下了好大的一场雨
轰隆轰隆的雷声
闪电应该不会把我的电线，电脑给闪坏吧？
赫赫
我应该没那么“虽”

天空呈橙黄色
应该是因为还有太阳吧
很漂亮
不过也很不习惯看
不知这场大雨后
彩虹会不会出现呢？
好久没看见彩虹了
赫赫

不过也蛮好运的
因为我也刚刚放工回到家
没被雨淋到
很好。。 赫赫


with love,
muacksss~

hmmm~

im so tired, exhausted after all.. yet im still here =.=
yea i know it's lame =.=

finally im back~!! xD
home sweet home
warmest place in the world =)
and i love my lovely bed
very comfortable xD

had a dinner and movie with friends
the spy next door
not bad actually =)
and i drop my shoe into the space between my seat and the front seat
laugh out loud~!
hahah~ yea, silly case =.=

off to sleep now
nitez everyone =)


with love,
muackssss~

a new beginning =)

yo~! another new blog.. laugh out loud!!! xD

hahahahahahahaha~

please don't mind.. =)

cheerss ^^

with love,
muackzzzz~